Well, it's been one week since we've found out we've been matched. I've barely slept. Its crazy, this is the TIME to sleep, before the baby comes but I just can't seem to. I'm too excited and nervous.
Today we met with Stephanie. We signed a LOT of paperwork and got some more information about the birth parents and the situation. The funniest thing is that we were going over some of the paperwork and Stephanie says to us "I told you it's a baby girl right?". Matt and I just looked at each other. I said loudly "NO!!! You didn't!" (don't worry, Stephanie is cool and she knew I wasn't YELLING at her). Matt and I kissed and got completely excited. We both wanted to be parents no matter what but deep down in our hearts, we really both wanted a girl. We would have been THRILLED with a boy as well but we desperately wanted a girl. A few seconds after she told us it was a girl, she continued on with paperwork. I then had to stop her and said "we need to stop, I can't hear a thing you're saying." I was still so amazed it was a girl!!
We set up a meeting to meet the birth parents next week. I'm so nervous!!!! What if they don't like us? I know THEY chose US but still, what if we say something wrong and they change their minds about us. What if we're nothing like what they though we'd be like? (which would be very odd because our profile is SO US!). What do they look like? What do they sound like? What are their hobbies? I'm so excited to meet them!
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